because im special:)

monkey see monkey do

2011-04-30T02:47:00.001+08:00

Ladies and gentlemen, I am awesome. Yes, yes, you may applaud. Okay stop applauding now. Hahahaha I'msolame. BUT ANYWAYYYYY.I’m happy. Why? I made a one shoulder dress out of a long skirt I would never have worn anyway! Cut an arm-hole, made it shorter and added a waist belt, voila! WHOOOOOOO. Hahahaha this would be the fourth time I cut something up during a hyper-moment. The first was a t-shirt I cut holes in, the second a t shirt I made into an off shoulder, and the third being my hair. HAH I’m still in awe at the fact that I actually cut my own hair. Oh well. Who knows what I’ll cut next? (:

Who else remembers this? :D

Tumblr love on Blogger LOL

shehasasecret.tumblr.com

It's a tumblr blog where people can go anon and submit a secret, which will then be typed onto a picture and posted for others to reblog. It's amazing the amount of people who have problems like you, and thanks to websites like these, you can prove that there are. (:

shehasasecret.tumblr.com

I want you to take over control

2011-04-30T01:15:00.000+08:00

YELLOWWWW. So its Friday today. ~~FUN FUN FUN~~ I have exams in about a week. 10 days to be more exact. Lets just ignore that fact for a while and have a little fun.

I cut my hair :D I has bangs nowww. Wheeee. No actually, I look terrible with bangs. I’m just happy I did it because I know that if I didn’t, I’d still be mentally torturing myself until the point where I eventually end up chopping all my hair off. Oh oh oh I cut it myself. MISTAKE MUCH. I will never give myself a haircut again. Ever. But if there’s one thing that’s cool, it’s my dustbin. It looks so scary, with hair in it hahaha

Evil Rapunzel. More here.

SHAME ON YOU, NOAH!

So there.s this bitch who's bugging my life.

Zombie thinks.

“An invisible red thread connects those who are destined to meet, regardless of time, place, or circumstance. The thread may stretch or tangle, but it will never break” - an ancient Chinese belief

Operation Fudge :3

2011-03-19T00:35:00.001+08:00

Love, lust and being lost.

2011-03-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

I have seriously forgotten what it’s like to not feel tired. I can’t remember what it feels like to not feel the slightest bit tired. I’m wearing myself out.

My blog shop is doing well :D it’s so fun la, making money. hahaha! I need to go look for more stock though. Mehhh. The only problem of selling things I like is resisting the temptation of keeping them myself D:

YES. I have become increasingly rotten. What’s it to you?

Currently addicted to: sempurna, Andra and the backbone

Too many things are happening too fast. But apart from the havoc, life is fun. I’m coping. (:

Awesome Superman necklaces :DDDDD

2011-01-09T22:43:00.000+08:00

ohemgee.yes,yes. They are for sale! get yours now, at Love,by Chloe :)

A website you HAVE to check out.

2010-12-29T15:58:00.001+08:00

are you jealous of my always-awesome earrings? XD if so,check this out! you wont regret it (:
http://love-bychloe.blogspot.com/

red and gold ♥

2010-11-29T17:11:00.000+08:00

because i said i would show you(:

the gold.it's not really noticeable. but it's more noticeable face-to-face.

REDRAWRRAWRRAWR

pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis :O

2010-11-26T03:53:00.001+08:00

Its 2.45 am. Let’s see how long it takes me to finish this post. I have become a very, very slow blogger. There’re too many distractions nowadays.__.

OH OH OH. I’ve started dreaming again lately :D I don’t know if this is a good thing though. I normally only dream when I’m in a light sleep. Which means I’m not getting proper rest? ~~which is no wonder when I sleep so bloody little. I had a nap longer than I slept the night before today. Does that tell you anything?~~

10 random things I think are cool

1. Pauline and I bought red and gold lipstick! –and yes, I promise, pictures to come :D- The red is seriously like, brick-red-kiss-me-red. It’s bloody cool. HAH. Blood=red! Get it?~~okay that was lame. Ignore me.~~

2. My grandfather won a 32 inch LCD TV! It’s from some contest that he’s forgotten about. This is not surprising, really. Seeing how he enters every competition he can. It’s not like he has anything better to do anyway. This is the second thing he’s won in his lifetime. The first being a dozen bottles of stout, won somewhere in his young adult-hood. I’m so proud of him *wipes away imaginary tear* I know you guys are jealous of my awesome granddad no? d:

3. I am officially running out of ideas.

4. We’re putting up Christmas decorations ~~tomorrow~~ today! :D now, okay. So you don’t see why that’s cool. And actually, maybe it isn’t cool. Its more to…relieving. Why? Because this week has been CLEANING WEEK. *cue horrific screams and evil cackles* I’m not exactly the kind of person who cleans. I HATE cleaning. But I had to. This was a compromise, for the week of fun we had in KL the week before, work must be done. So this week, we had to clean the house.

We’ve cleaned:

• The boys room

• My room

• The store room *cringes*

• The patio

• Mom and dad’s room

Yeah.so tomorrow is the ‘closing event’. We’ll be putting up the Christmas tree,OMG untangling tinselD:, putting up the little Christmas-y figurines and just generally putting up Christmas stuff.

5. There’s 23 hours,56 minutes and 4.091 seconds in a day. Which is 23.93447 hours, not 24 hours. Which is why we have an extra day every four years, otherwise known as a leap year.

6. No word in the English language rhymes with month.I'll bet you just tried to find rhyming words XD

7. Hershey’s kisses are called that because the machine that makes them looks like it’s kissing the conveyor belt. Sadly, I can’t find a picture so I can’t verify this. But still. Pretty cool no? :D

8. In every episode of Seinfeld, there is a superman somewhere. Okay. This has me caught in between. I absolutely hate the show Seinfeld, but I love superman. And I think watching a show just to spot superman is…tolerable. But then again I’m not even sure if they’re showing anymore.

9. The name Wendy was made up for ‘Peter Pan’. Now that, I really didn’t know. How cool is that? When I become a highly acclaimed author, I’m going to make a name up so that in the future, there will be little whateverthenamewillbe-named children running around and I can be like “hey! I came up with your name!”

10. The longest word in the English language, according to the Oxford English Dictionary, is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis. The only other word with the same amount of letters is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconioses, its plural. It’s a lung disease. Can you imagine getting it though?

Doctor: I’m very sorry to tell you that you have pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis.

Patient: I have what?

Doctor: Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis.

Patient: what??

Doctor: pneu-mono-ultra-micro-scopic-silico-volcano-con-iosis!

Patient: ohmaiass. Just kill me la.

OKAYOKAY.lame.i know,but it’s exactly 4 am now and my brain doesn’t function well this early in the morning! So goodnight!

it's over,even though it never really began.

2010-11-23T13:02:00.003+08:00

*during a fight due to Jeremy not wanting to use the same straw as jack*
jack:we're from the same family!
Jeremy:so??
*the argument evolves into a challenge to find links to each other*
jack:we sleep in the same room every night!
Jeremy:we came from the same butt!
jack,Julianne,dad:0.0.......BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and we end up laughing SO hard in the middle of McD.so then dad had to explain to Jeremy,that he didn't come from a butt XD

KL last week was awesome. shopping :D

2010-11-22T15:57:00.002+08:00

I HATE YOU.

Nope,no invitation for you.

2010-11-03T13:01:00.000+08:00

I’m shocked. I thought we were friends. Hmm. guess not then.

I have black and gold nails again :D

Blogging is losing its appeal. I think I’m moving to tumblr for good. but i need a different link.mehh.

PAULINA VAMPIRA

2010-10-31T22:00:00.000+08:00

this is my new best friend,paulina vampira,whom i met at a halloween party.HAHAHA
okay i know it's horribly done but i was bored XD
and pau,i know how much you hate vampires so you were the perfect subject! dont hate me :D

are you a friend or best friend?

2010-10-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.
BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, “It’s because you’re gay, isn’t it?”
FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.
BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, “you will die in Seven days…” (Note, if you don’t understand this, watch The Ring. Then watch The Ring 2. Then watch Ringu.)
FRIENDS: Help you up when you fall.
BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, “Walk much, dumb ass?”
FRIENDS: Help you find your prince.
BEST FRIENDS: Kidnap him and brings him to you.
FRIENDS: Will ask you if you’re okay when you’re crying.
BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, “Ha Ha, Loser!”
FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.
BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.
FRIENDS: Will sit at the side of the pool with you at that time of the month.
BEST FRIENDS: Will throw you a tampon and push you in.
FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.
BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, “Run, fucker, run!”
FRIENDS: Will help you move.
BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.
FRIENDS: Will bail you out of jail.
BEST FRIENDS: Would be in the room next to you saying, “That was awesome! Let’s do it again!”
or
FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail again
BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying “DAMN!” we messed up!
FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.
BEST FRIENDS: Help themselves and are the reason why you have no food.
FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.
BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!
FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried…just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.
FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.
BEST FRIENDS: Have you on speed dial.
FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, “My bad…here’s a tissue.”
FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.
BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story…
FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowd’s ass that left you
FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME.”
FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)
BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.
FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you’ve had enough.
BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say “Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don’t waste!
FRIENDS: Would read and ignore this.
BEST FRIENDS: Will repost this :)

yeah,i changed it.

2010-10-30T22:13:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I got tired of my old blog skin. This one’s nice and simple. Well, exams are over. So I should be happy right? I’m not. And I don’t know why I think the only reason I felt remotely happy is because now I get to sleep more than 2 hours a night. I'm not in the mood to blog. too much going on.maybe later(: for now,amuse yourself with this :D

2010-10-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

AHHHH exams.we.shall.not.talk.about.them.
kish's got us all addicted top clubbing songs.
DJ BL3ND gives me eargasms :D

im a good girl.the only stains on my sheets are from nail polish d:

taken from kesha's blah blah blah
"dont be a little bitch with your chit chat,
just show me where your dick's at."
babe,if you're too wasted to find his dick,you know you're way too drunk to have sex :)

really converting to tumblr.ask me for my link,maybe i'll give it to you(:

Of first kisses and lingerie

2010-10-12T22:56:00.001+08:00

No,I'm not actually gonna talk about first kisses and lingerie.LOL.lingerie is such a strange word.why isn't it spelt lawngeray? Oh gawd that's an un-sexy looking word.hmm maybe that's why.

I love how most scars have stories behind them.
"whats that scar on your leg?"
"oh,my friend stabbed me with a pen."
OR
"hey look at this scar on my forehead :D :D :D"
"ohmaigawsh ouch what happened?"
"I fell :D"
".__. Oh really.and it wasn't the floor that attacked you."
"No:D"
*heads table*

I hate 'whatever'. It's just the same as saying 'fuck you.'

Why do you keep asking me questions I hate?

Everyone is backstabing and having war. While I'm going around having fun with you. Is that wrong?

Scene of the crime? Church:D

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

TOB

2010-10-03T17:29:00.001+08:00

Well..I think it's confirmed we're going to have Theology Of the Body(TOB) so that means we get to see each other on Sundays again! :D
LOL I never thought the day would come when I'd be happy for extra Sunday school classes.
Pauline got coach shoes from the coach sale in heritage.needless to say,I.am.jealous. D:
Currently in nikita's house.being forced to study.SIGHHH.so.imma head off to study.ciao(:

there's no getting over you.

2010-10-02T12:34:00.000+08:00

Exams are in 17 days. Exams will take 11 days. So for 39 days, I’m not supposed to have a life. Thanks, A LOT.
kish said someone told her something the other day,” when you're in form four, that’s when you'll start all your nonsense."
dangg.
Last year, if you gave me a list of things I’ve done this year, I wouldn’t believe you. I would never ever believe you. I mean, its not like I’m particularly rotten or anything, but. GAH. You know what I mean,
Reading your old blog posts really hurt. The ones from the time you thought it was me. They’re so full of scorn. How could you say things like that? I seriously wonder if you still feel that way. I hope not. You know it’s not me. You know I wouldn’t do something like that. Did you really mean all that you wrote? Or was it just spur-of-the-moment-anger? I don’t know.
Confirmation was awesome. I curled my hair LOL. We had tons of fun. Oohh and class party was just one big LMAO moment. I love confirmation class ’10. isn’t it funn how you can hate something for 10 years then love it like crazy right up at the last month?haih,

Blogger messed up. The two previous posts were supposed to be from a while ago.__. Nevermind,haih

because i still love you

2010-10-02T12:15:00.000+08:00

you:

lied to me
played around
kissed her
made me want to die
fooled me

me:

still love you.
stupid stupid me.

i got the magic in me

2010-10-02T12:14:00.000+08:00

Confirmation’s in about 6 hours? Nervous is something I never thought I would be. But guess what? I am. Oh well. So is everyone else. I think I will be the only girl not wearing a dress. I don’t know whether that makes me unique or just plain weird. I’ve been told I’m both...

I realised that confirmation isn’t just about becoming a 'full fledged adult catholic’. It’s also about whom you are and what you believe in. There’s no point going to get confirmed if you still hold grudges and lie and bitch and gossip. ~~okay maybe you can still lie and bitch and gossip.~~

But still. You know what I meannnn. Hmph. ANYWAYYY. I’ve decided ~~OMG this is hard to say~~ I’ve decided to forgive her. I’m going to talk to her. I’m going to try not to want to kill her all the time. I’m going to be nice to her. That is,if she lets me.

sunburn D:

2010-08-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

playing babysitter again.
i feel so mom-ish.
but they like it when i babysit.
cos they know i let them have tv dinners and turn on the air cond and watch funny movies
i know im awesome :D

today's family day was....frustrating beyond belief.
but lets not even go there.
we painted julian's and goofy's nails!
:D :D :D
pinto the pretty pretty girl LMAO.

thanks.

2010-08-20T16:33:00.000+08:00

i thought you were different.i thought you were special.i thought you were someone who was worth it.
looks like i was wrong,thanks for showing me what an idiot you really are.thanks for showing me you're just the same as everyone else.thanks for letting me down.thanks for kicking hardest during our lowest.thanks.

2010-08-06T16:11:00.000+08:00

Just The Way You Are lyrics

my hair STILL smells of smoke .____.

2010-08-01T04:52:00.000+08:00

melenie's fallen alseep and im being stubborn so here i am!
:D

officially missing you <3

i dont know.you tell me.

2010-07-25T19:41:00.001+08:00

for goodness sake,stop being a bitch.its getting old.
~~i dont know.i dont want to know.i wish i didnt know.im in denial.~~

going for some japanese thing tonight.some japanese fair?idk.all i know is,im going because of my brothers and their aikido.
oh wait its called 'bon-odori'
apparently its the summer solstice thing.ohhhh.

i have a better idea *evil grin*

because i dont want to need you but oh how i do

2010-07-10T17:06:00.000+08:00

that hurt pretty bad.

thinking of converting to tumblr.yes no?

“ Everyone says that love hurts, but that’s not true. Loneliness hurts, rejection hurts, losing someone hurts, envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again.  ”
— Stephanie Meyer

because all i need is you.

2010-07-02T16:53:00.000+08:00

light of the world you stepped down into darkness,open my eyes let me see.

i need help.it's getting out of hand.i dont know how to talk to them anymore.it's so awkward.i never know what to say anymore.
thursday,friday and blue:(

hillsong concert.IM GOING.daddy said okay.i told him that if he said no,i'd climb out the windows.but he said yes anyway.i was joking la kan :P and hui zen said he'd drive me!:D but boo you man,for having your license by then.boo you.

not going for anderson iu day ): ): ):

because people came like a flash flood 0.0

2010-06-28T01:58:00.002+08:00

Julianne Natalya Chloe.
what do you think?(:

had lots of fun letting jeremy text just now.
i gave him the task of texting 'hi my name is jeremy i am 9 years old'
he accidentally typed 'hi my name is jeremy i cecilia'
OMG priceless.

feastday was awesome.
i sold candles to mrstipeyshirt.FIVE CANDLES.
*in heaven moment*
we sold 5 baskets.i know right.we're awesome.
tsktsk.HAHA.

because i missed james morrison's video shoot ):

2010-06-25T17:55:00.001+08:00

girls dont like boys,girls like cars and money,
boys and girls,good charlotte.

re-fallen in love with good charlotte.all their songs are awesome.
talking on the phone while listening to music on earphones?NOT EASY.

we get to sell candles on saturday!how fun is that?LMAO.

youth novena and mass tonight.im singing.hah.

LALALALALALALAiwillnotlistentoyouLALALALALALALALA

because no matter what you do,im still here.

2010-06-22T15:02:00.003+08:00

I love you.and you know it.you matter to me.that's why I don't mind.because I love you.

You.is.bug!!! :D :D LMAO

Choir practice LOL
Amelia is...interesting.she sings when no one else does LMAO
Pauline?she just makes everything about 10 times more funny.
Sweets and swimming pools LOL

because we're your little monsters(:

2010-06-17T18:19:00.001+08:00

Well.that hurt.

Currently in thailand.koh samui.we've been crazy busy so i havent really had time to blog.i'll save all my blogging about samui for when i get back(:

I saw the offer.i dont know.should i?i mean,whats there to lose right?only,like,my pride.____. Ooooh its so tempting.im just going to do it(:

because i pretend its okay that we're just friends.

2010-06-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

leaving in about 5 hours.
13 hours travelling.ouch.
bus van ferry car :O

things are getting upsetting again. this. cannot. happen. again. i.cant. possibly. go. through. that. again. no. freaking. way.

went to lost world with alex on the 10th of june 2010.friday (:
awesome.HAHA.there were no lines on the rides ALL DAY.god knows why.but it just was like 5 people at the most so we went for the rides,took the same float and went again.it was awesome.i've never been on the rides so many times LOL.and the petting zoo.smelly goats LMAO.
oh and i kept scaring away alex's guinea pig LMAO.

then at 4 we decided to walk over to mcdonalds.halfway changing together in one cramped toilet stall,it starts raining.we basically just like "shiiit." so we sit around outside waiting for the rain to stop.and it does!:D it stops at around 4.45pm.well,okay maybe not stop but it slows down to a drizzle.so we decide to wing it and just walk.of course,we didnt realize how far it is.~~granted,if it wasnt raining,it would be okay.a 3 minute walk.~~but it was raining._______________. as we walked it got heavier,and we looked like loonies weyh.two girls with wet hair walking in the rain in no hurry?yeahhh.

youth choir is fun-y.more fun than i expected. too bad i'll be missing every single other practice ><

where are you now?

-honor society.

because i read your diary

2010-06-08T20:07:00.004+08:00

My heart is bleeding
Papercut from reading, reading…

because now i really dont know.

2010-06-08T18:39:00.001+08:00

fine.be that way.but dont question me when i leave.as alone as it will leave me,i'd rather be alone than be with someone like you.

being me.not you.me.me.

im tired of you.coming to me only when you need someone?i wont be here the next time you do.

excuse me.but i like my harem pants.yeah.you dont like them.so what?its not you thats wearing them.its me.

~~cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me.~~

~~and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i could be.~~

~~thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet.~~

~~and you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.~~

because im sad.because you're sad.because we're all sad.

2010-06-05T16:38:00.001+08:00

~~im not a princess,this aint a fairytale.im not the one you'll sweep off her feet,lead up the stairwell.this aint hollywood.this is a small town.i was a dreamer before you went and let me down.~~

i've noticed the changes in your blogs.thats just...ouch.

i've been thinking,there's no way it'll end pretty.

he told me im a dream writer.thats one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me and meant it in a very very long time.words like that coming from innocence like that?i was touched (:

went out with jo,lex and lynn yesterday.jusco(:
had lots of fun making fun of the make-up in watson.and skin food. LOL
salmon cream :D :D :D
alex was being blur.very very very blur.
LOL

tonight.double duty in church.lectoring and wardening.mehhhhhh.what to wear?i wish we didnt have to dress so formal everytime we did duty.GAH.

because dr seuss rocks my socks

2010-06-05T15:38:00.000+08:00

"Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. It's not."
“Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You.”
“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”
“Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.”
~~“I meant what I said and I said what I meant.”~~
“And will you succeed? Yes indeed, yes indeed! Ninety-eight and three-quarters percent guaranteed!”
"All alone!Whether you like it or not,alone is something you'll be quite a lot"
“You are you. Now, isn't that pleasant?”

because alyssa lies

2010-06-04T14:53:00.006+08:00

this is by far my favourite disney movie.it wins hands down.

i dont know what you want me to do.i cant be perfect like you.im sorry.im sorry.

exams are over.i should be happy,no?but im not.im not.what with everything thats going on,you're really surprised?mom is on my side (:

you.please.justgoaway(:

because we tell the world we're okay when really we're dying inside.

2010-06-03T18:24:00.003+08:00

because we beLIEve.

trauma is the greek word for ~~wound~~.did you know that?and there's another word.dream.you know what's the greek word for it?~~traumen~~.interesting no?where did i learn this?

shutter island.

friends.if thats what you would call them.more like...nawh im not gonna say it (:i dont know what they want and i dont know why they want it.all i know is?that hurt.

oh for having lame moments with pauline on msn :)

James Morrison | If You Don’t Wanna Love Me

2010-06-03T18:24:00.002+08:00

If you don’t want me to leave
Then don’t push me away
Rather blow out the lights
You can watch it all fade
But I’m going nowhere

I’m gonna stay
When you just wanna fight
When you’re closing your eyes
Cause you don’t wanna love me

I’m gonna stay
You can’t push me too far
There’s no space in my heart
Where I don’t wanna love you

because we're just plain awesome :D

2010-05-30T21:17:00.001+08:00

because my heart sinks everytime your name is not on the same list as mine.

daddy bought a new cammie :D
YAY :D

~~because seeing your face makes me want to smile forever.~~

because pauline yam su fern is awesome :D

2010-05-29T21:33:00.006+08:00

this is Pauline yam su fern.she was born on the 6th of January,1994.she's almost a bloody year older than me.thank god it's almost cos if it were one year,i would never have been in the same kindie with her.and she wouldn't have been there to console me on my first day of kindie in iis where i was crying in the toilet cos jasmine scolded me for not knowing what to do.this is the girl who I'm stupidest with.this is the girl who never fails to make me laugh so bad i need to pee.this is the girl who saves my life when im so pissed im gone.i think,without her,i would've committed murder.several times.

yesh she's the one kissing the air :P

this girl is awesome!

she's always there when you need her.

she's always there when i need her.

she'll always keep your secrets.

she'll do anything :D

ANYTHING.hahaha

pauline yam su fern aka paulina martinez LOL

iloveyou!

*gay moment heeeeeeeeee

hahaha

♥

because mika thinks we are golden

2010-05-29T21:07:00.001+08:00

does anyone have a question?i do.what?why?

my family is crazy.we open the car windows while we're in the drive-thru carwash thingies.and thats why we're awesomeLMAO.

because my dark brown eyes hide me from the world

2010-05-29T15:38:00.001+08:00

you are the only one who can change my mood so bad with so few words.i just wish you knew how bad it hurts when you do that.

they say eyes are the windows to the soul.you can see when someone is happy,sad or anything just by paying attention to the eyes.you can tell when someone's just pretending.you can tell different emotions when someones pupils dilate.im glad my eyes are too dark for you to see my pupils.im glad i can still pretend and the world wont know.im glad i can still smile on the outside while i fall apart on the inside and everyone believes it. (:

~~i'll be exhausted so i'll probably sleep,and we'll get a chinese and watch tv.~~
~~chinese,lilly allen.~~

because coke rocks my socks :D

2010-05-23T21:27:00.001+08:00

its...unbelievable.i mean,just because im chinese i get treated that way?like wth?its supposed to be about who i am.not my race.

i mean,yeah,they've told me what they think is the reason behind it all,but honestly?i find that gross and racist,even if im at the 'upper hand'.well,sort of.i just find it gross.and believe it or not,sometimes,just sometimes,i find myself wishing i was one of them.just so all this discrimination wouldnt happen.but it'll never happen(:

dont ask me who what or why.im just gonna smile and walk away : *smiles and walks awayU*

anand:juliaaaaaannnnneeeeeeee .______. LMAO

2010-05-22T00:07:00.001+08:00

*points to other car
eh look that audi is nice...
yeah...
you know what audi means?
yes i do!
*pelik look
that was supposed to be a trick question.what does it mean?
it means hello!AUDI MATE!:D:D:D:D:D

LOL my dad and i are awesome no? (:

today,went to the library and kopitiam with kish,sha and viva.HAH.
camewhored in ipoh padang while waiting for sha's dad.
awesome picturess (:
<--- my favourite :)
credits to the awesome potographer,vivasheni baskaran :D

rumours spreading around in school are like ohmaigawsh!
its sad,really,the things people do?
tsktsk.

exams! :O
SKIP TOPIC.

julianne:why dont you use hand sanitiser to remove it?it has alcohol which can remove,like,everything?
japhia:i know but i dont have any sand hanitiser!!

~~the only reason i dont want to say hello to you is because im afraid i wont be able to say goodbye.~~

2010-05-15T17:13:00.001+08:00

i will never,ever get over this video.i love kaiser chiefs <3

i also love another song.

if you watch the two videos,you'll notice something.
they both feature massive pillow fights.
coincidence?idk.
all i know is,i want in!D:

because you make me want to curl up and die.

2010-05-15T17:08:00.001+08:00

i wish you would stop.i wish you would go away.i wish you would just leave me alone.do you get the hint?

life is crazy,to be modest,really,lots of things happening.school teachers going crazy and absolutely unhelpful,friends backstabbing,boys lying,friends advising,friends being there for each other,flinging shoes of swings :)
all we're doing is creating memories to keep :)

Brick by brick, we can build it from the floor

If we hold onto each other, we'll be better than before.

And brick by brick,

we will get back to yesterday

this is my blog.i get to post what i want.you dont get to ask me whether its you im blogging about.you dont get to bitch about my blog behind my back.guess what.the people you bitch about me to?they're on my side too.good luck,bitch.

i've been trying my hand in photoshopping.not very good at it mehh...

this one,i am most proud of :)

2010-05-09T18:59:00.000+08:00

How could you be so
Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talking to me tho'
You need to watch the way you talking to me no
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
And yo I know some things that you ain't told me
And yo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna give me back
And You gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't me
You got a new friend
Well I got homeys
But at the end it's still so lonely

~~heartless,kanye west.~~

trust lady gaga to make it her aim in life to find as many disco ball related outfits possible.

2010-05-09T18:24:00.000+08:00

dude.i want a disco ball bra too!

IF YOU DONT WATCH THIS,THERE IS SOMETHING VERY VERY VERY WRONG WITH YOU.

2010-05-09T17:46:00.002+08:00

ZOMG.i think not watching this would be a sin.EPIC MANNN,
talk about hot hot hot but gay.but nevertheless.hot.and deyhhhhh.dance!
HAHAHAHA
~~shit where can i find myself hot gay friends?D:~~

me.you.no.

2010-05-08T00:29:00.000+08:00

why?I'm not yours.so don't treat me like i am.you scare me.

rules kill me.really.I've never been much of a rule abider, ~~does that word even exist?i dont thnk so.but who cares?~~

scandals here.scandals there.scandals everyhere!

kiss me goodbye,im defying gravity

2010-05-01T01:55:00.000+08:00

hello world,hope you're listening:)

i've mad changes to my blog links=]

i lost all my links when i remodelled my blog so if your link is missing and it should be there,let me know and if i like you anough,maybe i'll link you :P

life has been...crazy.sad.happy.high.depressing.emo.thrilling.exciting.funny.pathetic.creative.yeahh=]

school's been more fun than usual.what with bitch fights,people gettting possesed, 'who likes who fights',bitching at teachers,planning to make shit cakes for certain teachers,hating the school guard.....

but.

most importantly,what i came on blogger mainly to do....

to tell the world how much i love my wonderfullyawesomelyfabulousdesko!

THINARANI RAVICHANDRAN :D :D :D :D :D

(she's the purple one :P)

let me tell you about thina.

she was born on 7 january 1994.she has two brothers whom she abuses non-stop.she is shorter than me :D :D she is a prefect .___________. she is crazy. she is a nine-nine.she was the first nine-nine member apart from committee :D . she is noisy.

i absolutely love her!

famous thina quotes:

quick!puan chan coming!hide the correction tape!
eh!you supid ar?
im a big big girl in a big big world.
damn!!
im gonna box your face later!
ehhhh...i cannot think la...

kittywoman,i know we make your life difficult in school.but we actually love you to bits!so bear with us:)

~~its not like you have a choice LMAO~~

so,thina,i just wanna say,i love you!:D

the twins in the cave

2010-04-30T22:22:00.001+08:00

'twas a cold December morning
Newborn twins from winters passed night
Two babies,they cry
Cold and damp in mothers arms they lie

Mother is tired,sick and unwell
Then with a final teardrop that fell

To the babies whose births stripped her of life
'goodbye,my loves'whispered the lone dying wife

Mother is gone,her face is stone cold
Then along came a woman,considerably old
She sees the babies and wonders what to do
For it is not everyday one finds a baby,let alone two

So she picks up the babies gently as she might
So as not to give them a fright
She carried them back into town that day
From the cold wet cave where they lay

To her husband she tells of her discovery
On his face arrives a look of worry
But darling he says only one can we support
For two babies we cannot afford

To the church she brought the babies
To find a couple willing to start a family
And a handsome couple she found there
Who had about them a certain air

A quick exchange of words was done
The couple was ever so eager to choose one
There and then they decided Amber
Was what they would forevermore call her

So then the woman picked up the baby
'then darling,I shall call you ruby'
She said,kissing ruby's little nose
And she carried home the baby she knew she would love

Now 16 very long years later
Sitting in a class surrounded by friends is amber
While alone and ever so quiet is ruby
The two exist together unknowingly

Till one day when amber suffers a great loss
Now her father forever is lost
Her mother lies alone crying in bed
For her dear husband,a victim of crime,forever is dead

She decides to tell amber she in not from her womb
In amber's heart she creates a deep deep wound
Amber is upset,confused and distressed
As her mother slowly tells her the rest

Only then does amber see
There is more to her broken family
That girl from the other end of the class
Will be united with her again at last

Amber knows she just has to ask
The quite girl from across the class
Whether she has ever realised
Their deep complicated family ties

Finally she gathers the courage to talk to ruby
And all her questions are answered gently
Ruby tells her she has always known
Amber comes from the same mother as her own

Slowly they grow closer and closer
As they spend more and more time together
They build a bond so strong from then
That noone can ever separate them

They grow and mature and lovers they find
And live life with their past tucked behind
And that is the story of two girls that were
And are going to spend forever together

©juliannechloe

It's a lame effort.I know.but you can't say anything to me until you produce something better and shove it in my face.then,and only then,will I shut up(:

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pictures of you,pictures of me,remind us all of what we used to be.

2010-04-23T16:04:00.002+08:00

add math
"ok class,do this stupidly large Amount of add math work I'm about to give you.feel free to ask me questions that will just make you look stupid in the end."
*does add math work silently
Thina:DAMN...okay.I'm just gonna quit school.then I go work in macdonald.then one day,a model recruiter will come.and they'll call me to model for them.then I'll be a model.ok.must prAy the recruiter comes.
Jul: 0___________0...*bursts into laughter

Teacher:kishaniah!what're you doing??
Kishaniah(throwing rubbish) :rubbish!
The rest of us:. . . . Kishaniah doing rubbish???HAHA

Common idiotic use of prepositions

add math
Jul:eh thina.
Thina:what
Jul:what you got for this question?my answer and Textbook different.*exasperated face
Thina:i dunno I'm still doing the other one.
*goes back to doing work
Puan ang:eh!the dustbin!CLEAN AH???
Thina:huh?yes?
*stares at thina

Bio lab.drawing on our arms with my white pen.
Alex:eh.I want other colours.
Jul:nah.pink.but that one cannot write on skin one.
Alex:really?*tries writing on skin* eh.cannot la!
Jul:yeala i told you....
Lynn:really?*tries*eh cannot one la!
Jul:*.________. Face*
Thina Alex or Lynn (can't remember which one) :*points to a sleeping kishaniah*eh.let's draw in her forehead and tell her there's a mark!:D
Alex:yeah!
*takes pen and draws on kishaniah's forehead.*
*kish wakes up*
Kish:DEYH!*wipes forehead frantically*
*turns to umasri*
Kish:eh umasri!got anything ar??
*the rest of us behind kish nod our heads frantically*
umasri:*nods hesitantly*
kish:turns around.
Kish:DEYH YOU ALL AR! Gonna die now!eh!!!*takes out marker pen and attacks thina and Alex*
*Lynn and jul dying if laughter in the background*
marker pen war goes on for a little while longer
Teacher:ok!class!bangun!!
Thina Alex Lynn or jul:eh kish there's nothing there la.we were just playing.this pen cannot write on skin one
*demonstrates*
kish:oh.......EH!YOU ALL AR!MORONS!!*goes on and on about our level of stupidity*
*The rest of us just about die of laughter*

pei yen :*memorising*okay,zigurat is...pusat perdagangan...pusat ibadat...and...and...and DIUUUU.......*checks textbook* pusat penyimpanan khazanah negara!!!

peptides.GAH.

2010-04-10T22:29:00.002+08:00

pesta ria.
it was...interesting?a LOT of people.A LOT.

guilty D:

sleepover in sarah's house.LMAO.sarah.sinthuja,thina,harshana,gurprit kaur walia,julianne:D
it was fun:D
:"you guys ar! bloody idiots!"
*oooooooh.say that again!:D:D:D:D*

things are awkward.they're wierd.i can tell.but,why?

i like,really really hate you lor..

life is short.enjoy your coffee.

2010-04-02T16:36:00.002+08:00

oh i just found out im not going for tuition.kinda solves the problem doesnt it?dang.

and now,just because i dont like empty posts.

thou hath been warned.

2010-04-02T15:19:00.004+08:00

this shall be a bimbotic idiotic post.reading is at the readers own risk.brain cells MAY be lost during the process of reading this post.thank you.

today is good friday.
which means going to church for special mass.
i was planning to wear fake lashes to this special mass.
just for the fun of it,you know.
but i just remembered i have tuition right before that.
i even have to leave early.
so now im wondering,
should i wear my fake lashes to tuition or just not where them at all?
this would be an easy decision.
if i hadnt gone and told somebody i was going to wear fake lashes.
it would've been such an easy decision.
of course,dont wear them.
me and my big stupid mouth.
i wonder if they'd even notice if i wore fake lashes to tuition.
and even if they did...
what's the big deal?
they're just lashes.
but then again...
fake lashes
a bit...
bimboticstupidlala-ish no?
i.need.help.

TUBBY ♥

2010-04-02T12:40:00.003+08:00

i just out that you can use one tubby to whack the other tubbies!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
and i also love how their legs flail around like crazy when you hold them
ZOMG i love my tubbies=]

how you love me now?

2010-04-01T20:58:00.002+08:00

I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF FOR DOING HTML SHIT MYSELF :D :D :D :D :D

yes,it did take me AGES,but look at my blog now and tell me straight in the eyes you dont like it.
~~well okay fine so i know a lot of you wont like it but im in my own lalaland so im just gonna ignore that little fact lalalalalalalalalala~~

:D dont you just love me?:D

cos they dont know what we've been through together

2010-04-01T16:10:00.003+08:00

i DID notice,i've been blogging very emo-y lately.maybe thats just cause what its been like the past few days.ever thought of that?

well,anyway,civics trip was on last saturday.
i took pretty pictures:D
and,yes,they WILL be posted.just...not yet=]
we'll wait till a time when im feeling not as lethargic as i am now.no actually i just like using that word.lethargic.lethargic lethargic lethargic :D :D

april fools day has so far been awesome:D
congrats to kitara.for pulling it off.twice.
and i got thina and pauline :D:D:D:D:D

how come i didnt know that?

2010-03-28T14:29:00.002+08:00

i've been in a superultrabitchypissedoffemofreakishimmakillyou mode lately.
i dont even know why.

really.
like,there are certain people?and if they die,i would honestly,feel no remorse.none whatsoever.and these people are not even my enemies.they're in fact,friends.
oh god i need help.
im going insane.

accounts tuition D:
its not that bad actually.its just...tuition on a sunday?
not a very fun idea.AT ALL.
what happened to the sabbath day?
geez.

oh,and,
YES ITS FREAKING UNFAIR.

i hope

2010-03-27T18:52:00.003+08:00

WHY DO YOU LIKE CONFUSING ME SO MUCH???
GAH.

and yes it hurt but i can still smile on the outside=]

i wrote a poem a while ago.

I HOPE.
i hope,
i hope you dont forget
all the times we spent together
all the memories i'll remember
each smile,each laugh,each cry
each secret kiss stolen late in the night

i hope you think of me
when you pass our hidden place
all the memories we shared there
that can never be replaced

i hope you dont regret your choice
to throw away the one who loved you
to leave the old for the new

i hope you never come to know
how you made me fall so hard
how you broke my fragile little heart.

there.if you like it...good:]
if you hate it,i dont wanna hear it:]

2010-03-18T23:09:00.003+08:00

"DEYH MY SHOE!!!OMG MY SHOEEE!!!"
"ok,first,small explosion,voom,then,bigger explosion,vooooom,then bigger bigger explosion,VOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMM"
"must wear safety googles"
"eh,eh,whats this?ffuuuuuuuucku?fucku ar?FUKU:D:D:D:D:D"
"eh hi!fucku!"
"and the elephant :hee haw hee haw ..................................EH WAIT!!THATS DONKEY!"
"umbai-ya my lord.umbai-yaaa!"
yeah,well you see,these are the good moments i've had in the past week.i dont want to list the bad moments><

i know i screwed up.but please,dont do this to me><

forever and always?no.

2010-03-18T22:12:00.006+08:00

You think you know who your true friends are? Wait until high school & see who's there for you when your ex-boyfriend spreads rumours about you. Think you'll never do drugs? Wait until it's right there in front of you & all your "friends" are doing it. Think you're tough? Wait until you say the wrong thing to the wrong person - see who backs down first. Think you're smart? Wait until you have a English paper, science project, history test & a 10 minute monologue due tomorrow 'cause you were absent for one day. Think you're cool? Wait until you're the only one who doesn't make the sports team, see how cool you are then. You think you're popular? Wait until your parents can't afford the new Hollister jeans everyone has. Think you'll never fall in love? Wait until a guy looks deep in your eyes & says he loves you. Think you'll never get your heart broken? Wait until that same guy who said he oved you is holding another girl behind your back. Think you won't have sex? Wait until the guy you think you love says it'll make you closer. Think nothing's going to happen to you? Yeah, wait until you're sitting in a jail cell, wondering how you got caught. Think that you're always going to be your own individual? Well, wait until one morning when you look in the mirror & you're just like everybody else.

no,bitch.

2010-03-16T13:55:00.004+08:00

sometimes,when one person is missing,the whole world seems depopulated.

im fine.no.really.

2010-02-28T00:47:00.003+08:00

because this is how you make me feel.

2010-02-28T00:36:00.005+08:00

hey you.stop confusing me.

2010-02-26T23:00:00.006+08:00

OH GOSH.
slow it down.make it stop.because my heart is going to pop.
yes,it is D:
i dont feel like blogging right now so imma just put up pictures=]
enjoy..

and this,my favourite=]

like baby baby baby oh=]

2010-02-15T23:47:00.004+08:00

warning:this post will be very very disorganised due to lack of blogging and me forgetting when things happened=]

lots of things happening=]

exciting,tiring.fun,boring,tiresome,heart melting,and everything in between.=]

chinese new year is was blehh.but its picking up now=]
i lost my voice on thursday due to lack of sleep.alex,lynn and thina especially should know why haha
just got it back today=]
first chinese new year that i havent eaten even ONE mandarin orange.
i tell you,for those of you who can talk,TALK.not being able to talk is agony.AGONNEEEEE.
yes.i actually scared juniors with my voice .__________. nevermind,it was so amusing it was almost worth it.they actually bowed and stood by the side ROFLMAO.

oooh he's so fun to text=]

oh yeah.and kishaniah had a sudden urge to kiss the floor but managed to stop herself half a second early with shalini's aid.yes.gripping someone by the elbow in shock is AID.i doubled up in laughter and queenie...being queenie,fell apart.and viva did her 'english laugh'.
*LAUGHLAUGHLAUGH
"hoi!ini pasar malam ke apa??"
*stifles laughter
*bursts out laughing again
=]
yeah thats us=]

oh i also managed to get to school at 7.22am,walk in,hear the bell ring,run like crazy,shove our bags in the corner,casually walk into assembly-with belle whispering harrasment at us for being late-and not get caught.and two out of four of us were prefects LOL

and dude,can you believe the little cushion thingies we made actually sold out??twice??dude.people actually bought stuff we made.from scratch.whoaaa.....awesome:D

had family lunch on saturday,while everyone else went out to parkson.oh well,i CHOSE to go for family lunch so yeah=] so anyway,i wore my short purple dress,(um,quarter thigh?like,if i sit down,it only covers my ass LOL)and my prom high heels (yeah the ones that HURT) cos i asumed,
family lunch=sit eat talk no walking
i was..partially right.because family lunch was exactly as described.
HOWEVER.we went to parkson after lunch.ohmaigawd.with the way i was dressed and the dont-you-dare-walk-more-than-100-steps-or-i'll-kill-you shoes.
yeah.i constantly felt like i was going to fall.but i didnt:D

OH YEAH.sleepover in pauline's house:D:D:D
so ZOMG funny.

"we have to be quiet okay?"
*nods
*sees picture
PFFFFFFFTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Oh and hui zen,you're funny and cute :D :D :D :D :D

oh and youth meeting.the fun one.HAHA.you take my phone,i take your bag,i take your shoes,i take your shirt.yeah,people running around barefoot,with very heavy bags,tackling one another.HAHAHAHA.memorable=]

you make me smile like the sun:]

2010-01-29T22:16:00.005+08:00

life is....more than i can explain right now.
new year,new responsibilities,new commitments,new people=]
so this baby's on hiatus,at least till i can pull it all together:]
so goodbye=]

Ooooh iPod touch blogging for the first time!:D

2010-01-03T20:50:00.001+08:00

Ok,first,whoever who doesn't have an iPod touch,GET ONE.it's aweshome:D. Went out with pauline,mav,Elaine and daniel today.jusco,food and tea.didn't do much else tho.just walked around and looked at cards LOL. Oh yeah,I bought boobs HAHA
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2010-01-01T16:23:00.002+08:00

*screams
*screams again
ZOMG
i have an ipod touch!
does the happy dance
yay!!!!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
im gonna start hyperventilating soon :D

2009-12-30T11:23:00.002+08:00

sick.
sick.
sick.
OHMAIGAWD.
sick.

in case you havent noticed,im sick.very sick.and i feel like imma die soon.
very soon.
so if i die,pau,u can have all my make up and shoes.
oh,yeah,i wanna be cremated.the idea of my body rotting 6 feet under?not appealing.

and another great outting:D

2009-12-28T22:14:00.003+08:00

pauline yam su fern,i think that was the most i have ever laughed in one day.like,seriously.
ok,so we started with shalini and viva and pauline arriving in my house.
pauline,arriving first,was bermake-uping when sha and viva arrived.so then we left:D
and ZOMG the fun begins.
*viva and sha left to be with their boyfriends la kan.
first,we went to go get popcorn.and now i know it costs 3.50:D
so then,whats fun to do in parkson when ur broke?
ride the elevators!
HAHA
so we begin.
up down up down we end up on the roof,and the elevator doors are open,and i reach for the G button (G for ground:O) and ACCIDENTALLY bang pauline's popcorn...
and most of it falls onto the floor LOL
so we jump out of the elevator and fall into histerics.
and then we catch another lift and go up and down again :D
i cant remember what we did after that.OH YEAH.....lunch.
which i paid for:D
72 freaking bucks.sushi king charges like a wounded bull.
anyway,so after lunch,we head to the *************** to look for this super secret hiding place viva and sha and ravinish and damien have la kan and lo and behold,we found it :D
its so....claustrophobic.mehh.
and after that,oh,after that is rated 18 and above so yeah,no blogging about that!
only about the fact that each one cost about at least 200bucks!:O
ok,then we go to why why bookstore for chocolate fondue.or in other words,hot man shit dipped in liquid shit.LOL.i tell you,we laughed so bad,i think i've never ever ever laughed that bad before.LOL
priceless:D
and,um,after that......we went to get a hairwash!
cos there was really nothing to do LOL
they were gentle=]
and then we headed back cos pauline had music.
viva and sha stayed on longer cos they were busy "kboxing"
so they took a cab back to my place.
and when they got there.well,there were an assortment of crude words,bluetooth,videos,texting,and singing LOL

all in all,a great day,i would say:D

when ur happy and you know it....sing out loud!:D

2009-12-25T00:41:00.001+08:00

im happy
very happy=]
wheeeeeeeee!
haha
pauline is coming over soon.about one am i think
merry Christmas!

im sorry this post is so disorientated.
alcohol is hitting me.

birthday fun:D

2009-12-22T21:41:00.007+08:00

hello again bloggie babee=]

yesterday,it was my birthday.did you know that?
all we had planned was for mel and queenie to sleepover and pauline to come over the next day.
well.lets just say things didnt really go as planned:D

they slept over.yes,that,they did.melenie fell asleep at around two.queenie,three.me,four.
yeah,LOL
anyway,when we got up the next morning,we had breakfast bla bla bla,
pauline arrived!
we played spoons.OMG spoons.XD
with penalties like alcohol and face paints...lets just say it was an interesting game=]
plenty of face paint later,we washed up and got ready to go out.of course,my mom,the brilliant one,suggests we do something brilliant.
translation:dress as slutty as possible.
which,honestly,was fun!
i put on my new halter neck dress,pauline borrowed my tube top and everyone took some body glitter,and off we went!
well,technically,only pauline and i were dressed slutty.mehh.whatever.=]

so then,parkson,where we did henna art.
yesh,we ALL did:D
and then we got bored.so,what to do in parkson when ur bored?
ride up and down in the elevator of course!
so we did that:D
and and and,ZOMG hilarious!
we were in the elevator,when suddenly,in come some malay guys.and queenie,being the closest to them,kena HAHA

malay guy1:semua kawan ke?
queenie:*looks away *ignores *tries to hide smile *fails
malay guy1:sekolah sama ke?
queenie: *looks away *ignores *tries to hide smile *fails
malay guy1:pergi tengok wayang ke?
queenie:*looks away *ignores *tries to hide smile *fails

thankfully,the elevator opens then,and we escape.
and burst out laughing,
melenie,of course,didnt find it hilarious.

then we bumped into ravinish,who showed us damien-who didnt like my dress,mehh- and then shalini and viva appeared=D
more hugs and wishes!
then ravinish leaves,and viva ditches shalini for damien.so shalini comes with us=]

then then,we go home...
and get ready for our photo shoot!
ZOMG that was fun=]

we did it in church=]
ok,a whole photo shoot latewr,we go home,to prep for dinner
then...well.dinner,duh.
ye olde english.
dinner was fun=]
ZOMG cake>< out="]" style="font-size:78%;">hide me,please
so then,we went home and the end=]

random excerpts of out converstaions

melenie:"its the presence of you!"
me:you mean her presence?
mel:um.yeah><

and now,pictures:D

Birthday:D

2009-12-22T00:34:00.001+08:00

Melenie,pauline,Queenie,thank you for the much much needed fun=] will blog more later. I promise=D

its funny till someone gets hurt........then its hilarious

2009-12-18T22:03:00.007+08:00

how can they put it on the 24th?
do they NOT have a single shred of humanity?
obviously SOME people are against christmas
well,boo you.
and,people,im talking about the PMR results.
they're comin out on the 24th of december.shall we all just drop dead on the 23rd?

and now,just because im pissed.

2009-12-15T22:28:00.001+08:00

I FREAKING HATE TIME LIMITS.

2009-12-15T21:50:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!
ok,out of total boredom,i went to check out friendster,which i havent done in over a year i think.
and OHMAIGAWSHHHHHHHH
its totally made up!
like,go!
go check it out!
for all those people who have abandoned their friendsters...go take a look!
i havent determined whether its still stupid tho.it probably is.
doesnt matter.its prettier=]

ok,i just checked it out.
and yes,its still full of perverted old wierdos.
aish.
but still,worth a look=]

definitely prettier=]

its a ring around your neck,baby.

2009-12-14T17:23:00.004+08:00

he told me i was too complicated
i told him he was too easy

he told me i was too easy
i told him he was too complicated

i dont know.am i too complicated,or too easy?

and whats wrong with being easy to get along with anyway??
GAH stupid boys.

oooh i've found a new one!=D
well,technically,at least.
doesnt matter,im happy enough=D=D=D=D=D
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG im happy!

haha cant wait for sleepover with eleena babee=]
and possibly queenie=D

he makes me want to smile,laugh and cry all at the same time><

OH!anna is back back back!!but,i have no idea how to contact her....

so sweet la the two of themXD

i like putting on the headphones and putting the deafening music loud beause sometimes,just sometimes,i can drown out your voice from my head.

2009-12-13T11:49:00.002+08:00

boo!
here's a quote
Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never.

and here's a fml story
Today, I dropped my pencil in Bio and I leaned over to attempt to pick it up. Next thing you know it I tipped the desk over and I crashed onto my crush's lap with my face in his crotch.

and here's a quote
Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give -- which is everything.

amd here's a fml story
Today, my furnace and all of my heating systems broke down. A fridge is 3 degrees Celsius; it is now 2 degrees Celsius in my house. I would be warmer in my fridge. FML

and im tired of quotes so imma just do fml stories

Today, I found out that my husband never wanted to marry me, he only did because I wouldn't quit pestering him to propose to me. FML

Today, while taking a shower, I saw shadows moving across the curtains. The shadow turned out to be a cricket that then fell into the tub. I ran out of the bathroom screaming and naked. My little sister came to my door and said, "If I hadn't just seen your balls, I would swear mom had TWO daughters." FML
Today, I was getting ready to go to a surprise party I'd planned for my best friend. All was going well on the discretion part until I logged onto Facebook. I saw that my sister had set her status to, "At Natalie's surprise party! BBL!" Natalie had liked it. FML

Today, I saw my favourite shirt on the floor of my dorm's bathroom. Feeling too lazy to bend down, I used my feet to "flick" the shirt up. Apparently, some drunkard took a dump on the floor and used my shirt to cover it up. I now have shit all over my feet, hands and the wall in front of me. FML

Today, I was preparing for a huge party I've been looking forward to for months. I did all the usual things a girl should do, put on a facemask, painted my nails, exfoliated... I was feeling confident until I peeled off the facemask. I guess when it said "vibrant" what it meant was bright red. FML

sometimes,i wonder what planet they come from

2009-12-13T11:36:00.001+08:00

STAB STAB STAB STAB STAB STAB.
uh,i think its dead now.
OMG I KILLED IT!
well,yeah,its really surprising,isnt it,that when u STAB SOMETHING WITH A KNIFE REPEATEDLY,IT DIES??
oh,yeah.

maybe its true...

2009-12-13T11:11:00.004+08:00

i like taylor swift's version of all the christmas songs.
very nice=]
i want the album.

pauline's off for her cruise.
melenie's off to singapore.
who am i supposed to text?
D:
pathetic,i know.

29th december..
i dont know.

sing your heart out:
two is better than one

last christmas,i gave you my heart,but the very next day...

2009-12-12T15:53:00.004+08:00

lunch was,eh,strange.gail and jamie are more grown up...and im now taller than auntie mei ling=]

im feeling...upset.emo?some might say.
i dont know why.
~~where's my list of secret mood shifters?~~
i dont like it when this happens.i get sudden......bursts of unhappiness.
they're unstoppable.and most of the time i cant do anything about it until it passes.
i have very mental hormones.
same with the period thing D:
i hate hate hate it.
especially because i tend to do unreasonable things when i get these feelings.
these feelings dont have to be unhappiness.they can be euphoria,longing,loneliness,luckiness-though,its just a feeling,im never actually lucky- but i think the most common is unhappiness.
i really really really wish i could stop it.
i dont like them at all.i dont like the things i do when i get these feelings.i wish they would just stop.

maybe two is better than one...

last christmas,we broke up and he left.
this christmas,he's coming back.what now?
i honestly dont want to find out.

sing your heart out:
last christmas,taylor swift.

this year,to save me from tears,i'll give it to someone special...

friday night fever :D

2009-12-12T10:27:00.003+08:00

prom was.....everything we wanted=]
oooh but the heels hurt D:
poh,prom king.HAHA
congrats=D

oh,yeah,and congrats to the other couple,on your....'progression' XD
my macho macho husband did the catwalk....macho style XD

ohemgeeee he's so much cuter with his hair spiked ><

family lunch in half an hour.with half my family missing.aduh.my parents are both working so they wont even be there.i hate hate hate how my cousins are all so young.the oldest is 9,i think.____. oh,lunch is gonna be soo fun.*note the sarcasm.

sing you heart out :
russian roulette,rihanna
so just pull the trigger......

you can be a circus freak,as long as you're MY circus freak=]

2009-12-10T22:02:00.003+08:00

ooooh prom is tomorrow!!!!!
OMG I SO CANT WAIT!!!!!!!! and apparently,neither can queenie,sha,viva and pauline!haha how to sleep tonight??
of course,melenie is only dreading it ._________________.
typical.

i cant believe what pauline and i did today.its like,OMFG!
it was soo cool.=D but,honestly,i dont see whats so great about it till its addictive to certain people._______________________.

i cant believe what he did.and he expects me to take it lightly.well,if he talks to me ever again,i'll be as bitchy as possible.and goodness knows,im quite good at being bitchy=]

I LOVE YOU,silly
*grins*

of modern houses and burning churches

2009-12-09T17:25:00.003+08:00

heyllow=]

[jeremy dropped my phone,on the asphalt road.and the screen is cracked.he fucking cracked the screen of my lessthanayearold phone.im going to kill that boy.]

first kan,i'll blog about the sleepover in jo's house=D
on tuesday,vivien and i went over to jo's house to sleepover.=]
we had fun=D
we went to jusco for dinner,met eleena,karim and elenore (aku tak tau la nak eja><) jo and i stayed awake till 7.30 am,vivien slept at 4am.we had a short nap at 7.30am cos,we wanted to be awake for the movie no? not that the movie was that great anyway so then at 10am we left the house,movie was at 11 something...jusco was...deserted.except for the cinema area.that part was like.....humanhumanhumanhumanhumanhumanhumanhuman everywhere! i saw leon there too=] anyway, we met up with shaun and alex,watched the movie (a christmas carol.animated.mehhhhh),vivien was texting,the whole time.no surprise,

then we went to secret recipe and ate. then idk where alex went,home i think.so the rest of us continued walking around.we went to coffee bean drink drink bla bla bla then,walked around blabla bla HOME=]

shaun paid for the movie
alex and shaun paid for the meal=]
thank you=D

ok,then now,imma blog about my surprisingly fantabuloustastic trip to camerons.
the people:

the family

the main actress-julianne chloe chin hwai xian=]
the daddy-coleman chin
the mommy-connie lim
the brother1-jack chin
the brother2-jeremy chin

the friends

ming foo
min yee foo
anutie fay foo
uncle mike foo
uncle joe

the dogs

lympo
lucky
lycan
rum
blondie
another one whose name has slipped my mind (sorry doggie!)

the place

ringlet,cameron higlands,pahang

the dates

friday-4/12
saturday-5/12
sunday-6/12
monday-7/12(we were supposed to come home on sunday but idk,plans changed=D)

ok,so we drive all the way to camerons,pass kampung raja,brinchang,and tanah rata,and finally reach the dismal dismal dismal town of ringlet,which let me tell you,is a KAMPUNG place.eeeeee.anyway,there i am,dreading going to this place with horrible toilets,a leaking roof and disgusting pillows.then we turn into this dust road and i think 'oh gawd,not only is it a pedalaman place,but its a pedalaman of the pedalaman....die.'
so we drive drive drive and along the way this really beautiful place comes into view,and i think to myself "sighhhh,if only we could stay there..." and we continue driving.(i forgot to say,but uncle joe was in the leading car,we were second,and the foos were third)
and then and then and then,UNCLE JOE TURNS INTO THE DRIVEWAY OF THIS AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!
and i of course start screaming=]=]=]=]=]=]
my brain was just going "omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!!"
so we got in,settled down and everything,start cooking dinner etc etc etc.
fyi,barbecuing chicken takes forever.

so we eat dinner,go to bed etc=]
well,we dont actually go to bed,we go to the room.with 5 under 18s in one room...lets just say you cant NOT expect mayhem.=D we play murder in the dark.which is like,hide and seek,only in the dark,and in one tiny confined room.well,okay,so its not tiny,but with 5 kids,even a huge room becomes tiny.so we play murder in the dark but it's kinda bogus cos the curtains dont work so its still light cos of the moonlight.and,well,with 5 people,you run out of hiding places fairly quickly.
so the next day,we go about,doing stuff we do on holiday,mostly im just saying that cos i cant remember what we did ><
and then.we go to the waterfall!ZOMG the waterfall.it was freezing.litteraly freezing.we couldnt stand it.we had to go out of the water after 10 minutes cos we couldnt feel our bodies anymore.seriously,even the adults.it was just TOO cold.but it was so beautiful......

okay,so that night,we play cranium.ooooh cranium.
auntie fay couldnt do the humdinger cos she was laughing too hard.it was really a sight to behold=]
after cranium,it was bedtime again.also know as,murder in the dark time.inspired by the previous night,we put the blankets up at the windows to block out the light and it worked.boy...did it work!we couldnt even see our hands in front of our faces!our only aid were glowsticks.it was super eerie,watching the glowsticks 'hover' in mid air cos only the seeker got them,and you couldnt see anything else but the glowsticks.that night was way way more fun,cos you could hide anywhere and not be found.i think the funniest hiding places were

sitting cross legged in front of the door,facing it,simply because i didnt want to see the glowsticks hovering around.(me)i was the last to be found for this round,and thus,the winner=D
standing on the bed(jack) he was the winner
lying on the bed(me) also the winner=]

it was also really funny when ming was hiding in the closet....and he sneezed XD

the next day,we wake up to a bright and sunny morning,or afternoon,cos we all woke up at about lunchtime ><
and guess what?the dogs got their balls chopped off that day.ugh.and we got to watch=]
the dogs got nurtured for their own safety,and no,we didnt do it just to shut them up=]

somewhere along the holiday,auntie fay did jin shin jit su on me...it was strange,thats for sure.
all in all....a wonderful holiday=]

pictures will come later=]

oh!and just now,the church was on fire!like,on fire!

Turtles

2009-12-08T20:12:00.001+08:00

50 things to do while driving through at McDonalds.

2009-12-03T17:15:00.000+08:00

1. Say "Amen" after you say your order.

2. Order a large cheese pizza.

3. Terminate the order by saying, "Remember, we never had this conversation." and then drive off.

4. Tell the order taker a rival fast food place is down the street and you're going with the lowest bidder.

5. When you take your order say "surprise me!"

6. Answer their questions with questions.

7. Use these bonus words in the conversation: ROBUST FREE-SPIRITED COST-EFFICIENT UKRAINIAN PUCE.

8. Sing your order.

9. Spell out your order.

10. Talk about your social life.

11. Rattle off your order with a determined air. If they ask if you would like drinks with that, panic and become disoriented.

12. Tell the order taker you're depressed. Get him/her to cheer you up.

13. Change your accent every three seconds.

14. After ordering say "and once your done throw it out and do it again cuz you won't get it right the first time!"

15. Act like you know the order taker from somewhere. Say "Bed-Wetters' Camp, right?"

16. Start your order with "I'd like. . . ". A little later, slap yourself and say "No, I don't."

17. Ask to rent a burger.

18. Ask if there is a warrantee on your meal.

19. Order with the radio turned up at full blast.

20. Ask if you get to keep the bag. When they say "yes" start crying with happiness and call your whole family to tell them the big news.

21. Tell them to double-check to make sure your buger is, in fact, dead.

22. Imitate the order taker's voice.

23. Eliminate verbs from your speech.

24. When they say "What would you like?" say, "Huh? Oh, you mean now."

25. Amuse the order taker with little-known facts about country music.

26. Ask if they have any idea what is at stake with this meal.

27. Order just one fry.

28. Doze off in the middle of the order, catch yourself, and say "Where was I? Who are you?"

29. Order two different meals and then say, "No, they'll start fighting."

30. Ask for the guy who took your order last time.

31. Take a picture of the person at the window.

32. Hand the person at the window a box of pizza and say, "that will be $7.95"

33. If he/she suggests anything, adamantly declare, "I shall not be swayed by your sweet words."

34. Wonder aloud if you should trim those nose hairs.

35. Start the conversation with "My order at McDonalds, Take 1, and ... action!"

36. Ask if the burger is organically grown.

37. When they repeat your order, say "Again, with a little more OOMPH this time."

38. State your order and say, "that's as far as this relationship is going to get".

39. Ask if they're familiar with the term "spanking a burger." Make up a description to go with the term. Ask that this be done to your burger.

40. Tell them to take the first bite.

41. Teach the order taker a secret code. Take your order using that code.

42. When the order is repeated, change it slightly. When it is repeated again, change it again. On the third time, say "You just don't get it, do you?"

43. When you'ge given the price, say "Ooooooo, that sounds complicated. I hate math."

44. Bargain with the price.

45. When they say "Will that be all?", snicker and say "We'll find out, won't we?"

46. Ask how many dolphins were killed to make that burger.

47. Wear a detective suit and pass the person at the window a breifcase and then drive off.

48. Ask if the burger has had it's shots.

49. Don't say a word. Just stare.

50. Speak in a different language.

50 things to do on an elevator

2009-12-03T17:14:00.000+08:00

1. Make racecar noises when anyone gets on or off.
2. Blow your nose and offer to show the contents of your Kleenex to other passengers.
3. Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering: "Shut up, shut up, all of you just SHUT UP!"
4. Whistle the first seven notes of "It's a Small World" incessantly.
5. Sell Girl Scout cookies.
6. On a long ride, sway side to side at the natural frequency of the elevator.
7. Shave.
8. Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside ask: "Got enough air in there?"
9. Offer nametags to everyone getting on the elevator. Wear yours upside-down.
10. Stand silent and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.
11. When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act embarrassed when they open by themselves.
12. Lean over to another passenger and whisper: "Noogie patrol coming!"
13. Greet everyone getting on the elevator with a warm handshake and ask them to call you Admiral.
14. One word: Flatulence!
15. On the highest floor, hold the door open and demand that it stays open until you hear the penny you dropped down the shaft go "plink" at the bottom.
16. Do Tai Chi exercises.
17. Stare, grinning, at another passenger for a while, and then announce: "I've got new socks on!"
18. When at least 8 people have boarded, moan from the back: "Oh, not now, cotton-pickin' motion sickness!"
19. Give religious tracts to each passenger.
20. Meow occasionally.
21. Bet the other passengers you can fit a quarter in your nose.
22. Frown and mutter "gotta go, gotta go" then sigh and say "oops!"
23. Show other passengers a wound and ask if it looks infected.
24. Sing "Mary had a little lamb" while continually pushing buttons.
25. Holler "Chutes away!" whenever the elevator descends.
26. Walk on with a cooler that says "human head" on the side.
27. Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce "You're one of THEM!" and move to the far corner of the elevator.
28. Burp, and then say "mmmm...tasty!"
29. Leave a box between the doors.
30. Ask each passenger getting on if you can push the button for them.
31. Wear a puppet on your hand and talk to other passengers "through" it.
32. Start a sing-along.
33. When the elevator is silent, look around and ask "is that your beeper?"
34. Play the harmonica.
35. Shadow box.
36. Say "Ding!" at each floor.
37. Lean against the button panel.
38. Say "I wonder what all these do" and push the red buttons.
39. Listen to the elevator walls with a stethoscope.
40. Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers that this is your "personal space."
41. Bring a chair along.
42. Take a bite of a sandwich and ask another passenger: "Wanna see wha in muh mouf?"
43. Blow spit bubbles.
44. Pull your gum out of your mouth in long strings.
45. Announce in a demonic voice: "I must find a more suitable host body."
46. Carry a blanket and clutch it protectively.
47. Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
48. Wear "X-Ray Specs" and leer suggestively at other passengers.
49. Stare at your thumb and say "I think it's getting larger."
50. If anyone brushes against you, recoil and holler "Bad touch!"

i hate you.

2009-12-01T12:55:00.002+08:00

go away.go far far far far away.because u disgust me.you gross me out.you nauseate me.i shudder when i think of you.shudder with disgust.i hate you.when will you see that?

the silence isnt so bad,till i look at my hands and feel sad

you confuse me D:

2009-11-29T23:05:00.003+08:00

im honestly confused
i dont know whether i should hate you or miss you
you keep being all depressing then coming again and being high and i just dont know what to do anymore.

you confuse me.

i fell.again.in front of everyone.at the river.ouch.at least im not as bruised as i could be.and goodness knows i can be bruised pretty bad.

"you look so exotic with eyeliner on.......oh shit.....i just said that out loud didnt
i?.....shit......well.....you do look very nice with eyeliner on......honestly......shit i sound like an idiot...shit."
LOL he's cute Xp

modern dances and apples =]

2009-11-28T22:59:00.005+08:00

i ended up going to camerons after all.anyone who knows my mom would understand.it wasnt my choice.but at least we didnt go CAMPING.

let me ask you a question.when someone refuses to reply your 999999 messages in one day,what does that mean?it means get the hell away,freak!to a certain
Narcissistic
Egoistic
Loser
go away.please.stop making my life hell.

this is an excerpt from a Disney princess story.lets see if you can guess.
"once,there was a princess"
"was it you?"
"and one day,she fell in love,"
"was it hard to do?"
now that right there,is a very good question.its from snow white.pink is snow white,blue are the dwarfs.

i bought my prom dress!
yes,you will see me in a dress.-________-

i just realised disney movies have a lot of songs i like.....reflections,colours of the wind,shooting star,you'll be in my heart etc etc =]

love me or hate me,you know you'll never leave me=]

2009-11-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

Cause all the roads they lead to where you are
And all the streetlights shine like they were stars
That's where you are

the treatment cream smells like lemon crackers =D

2009-11-22T17:49:00.002+08:00

"its so flat!its like a horse!its like neigh neigh!"
sometimes i wonder whether melenie is actually sane.

so anyway=]
we got our hair straightened today ~~finally~~
we both sat in the frozen salon for 4 hours
we both cringed at the pungent smell of the rebonding cream
we both liked the smell of the treatment cream
we both have alarmingly straight hair
=]

2009-11-21T17:25:00.004+08:00

on thursday,i went for a foot massage with mom and dad.it seems they've been doing this all along while we suffered at tuition.but tuition is over for me so i get to go with them!whee! i shall let the pictures do the talking=]

daddy,waiting for his turn
it was ~~painful!~~ invigorating
mom seemed to enjoy it

getting ready to maul my feet
mommy getting her foot massage
you cant really see but that's daddy in the back

she doesnt look very happy XD
the button way up there that i really wanted to press

you're my superman=]

of boys and girls and magical beings

2009-11-21T15:39:00.003+08:00

its a clod morning.or afternoon.well,actually,i think you can call it evening.but i have the perfect thing in my hands.guess what?
have marshmallows to complete it though.but i have hot chocolate!not Milo,but genuine hot chocolate from Switzerland.but you can get it here but it's cost an arm and a leg i think.and its delicious.absolutely heavenly.its too bad we don't.never mind,I'm happy.
~~oh how little it takes to make me happy -___-~~

i had a very nice talk with Ming yesterday.Ming and min yee came over because our parents went for some coronation dinner thing and they got shoved in my house.so yeah,it was hectic.but abut 1 am things started getting quieter and people started getting sleepier.Ming being 13......had no interest in sleeping at 1am.so we talked.we talked and talked and talked and talked.about bonbon LOL and Darryl.because for those of you who don't know,Ming used to be Darryl's best friend.before he moved.we talked about girls.and boys.haha and we basically talked till about 4am which is when our parents got back and everyone went home.

i've never talked about him so much,basically because noone else knows him...so it was nice.i think i needed that.

"you tau tak kenapa depa jeles?sebab korang 3hornbill ni selamba sangat!"XD

2009-11-20T19:44:00.003+08:00

nobody can throw a class party like 3 hornbill.nobody.period.

he's so confused its adorable =] girls really arent THAT hard to understand you know=]

dude,why you so jealous?tcha!chill la babe=]

10 reasons why today was awesome.choral speaking practice mostly=]

2009-11-17T17:09:00.004+08:00

'shuffling' in the back
kishaniah having overwhelming desires to hold my skirt
laughing at scissors
butt-bumping keertana
trying ~~and failing~~ to stop laughing and shaking
singing along to the korean songs
teasing kitara while she sleeps
'adjusting kishaniah's bra strap'
kishaniah vandalising my hand and making the skin red
winning tarian tradisional XD